Have
you ever experienced God’s invitation to do something? If yes, did you desire
to accept His invitation? What hindered
you from doing so?
Video clip of Jesus' invitation for Nicodemus
One of the most heartbreaking scenes in Season 1 of “The Chosen” was Jesus' invitation to Nicodemus. What pierced my heart even more was the moment Nicodemus followed Jesus and His disciples from a distance, hiding behind a wall, unable to take that final step.
Nicodemus struggled because following Jesus would mean leaving behind his position, reputation, and security.
As I watched that scene, I realized that one way or the other, I had done the same thing. I, too, had stood at a distance, longing to follow Him but struggling to take that final step. Sigh.
The scriptures tell us that Nicodemus came to Jesus secretly at night and asked questions about His teachings. Despite being a respected religious leader, he was humble and willing to learn as. Jesus taught him about being born again – not physically, but spiritually, through the Holy Spirit. His curiosity and willingness to seek the truth gradually led him to a deeper understanding of faith.
This Season 1 of “The Chosen” reflects the humanity and the reality of missionary life. I mean, Jesus ministry was a mission, right? What makes this series so moving is its realistic portrayal of the different perspectives, struggles, and experiences of those who choose to follow Christ.
When Jesus looked toward the place where Nicodemus was hiding and uttered, “You came so close.” I could sense both the disappointment and compassion in His eyes. As Nicodemus sobbed while listening to the words of the Lord, I felt the deep agony within him. He wanted so much to follow Jesus but he simply couldn’t bring himself to do it. The only thing he could do was to support them by providing for their needs as they continued their journey.
Why did I say that I had done the same thing as Nicodemus in this series?
Years ago, I received an invitation to participate in a mission because one of the bible study groups had many children but not enough teachers to teach them. Deep inside, I wanted to join, but just like Nicodemus, I felt that I couldn't.
My work schedule, ministry commitments, and responsibilities at home were already fixed. Taking on another commitment felt overwhelming, especially since the Bible studies were scheduled in the evening.
Since I couldn't physically join them in their mission, I found another way to support their activities by providing for their needs. And honestly, I was happy doing that. It may not have been a frequent contribution, but whenever I had the opportunity to give, I did so wholeheartedly.
At that time, I thought that was enough because I didn't see myself as someone called to the teaching ministry. I knew where I felt I could serve best. I loved working behind the scenes, being part of the supporting committee, and helping make the mission possible in my own little way.
Looking back, I realize that not everyone serves in the same capacity. Some are called to teach and go out into the mission field, while others serve by supporting those who do. What matters is having a willing heart and finding ways to participate in God's work.
“The rewards of missionaries are
great, and God loves missions - minded people.”
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