March 15, 2012. Conversation with a friend.
Me : morning doc.... stay happy and in good health.
Doc : Hello! How is my dear Gem? Want to come along
to Costa Rica? Am leaving this Sunday, there till next Sunday
Me : i really wanted to but.... i don't have
passport yet... hehehe
Doc : Sa loob ng maleta ko?
Me : kung kasya ba ako, why not...
Me : i'll try to work out my passport this year
Me : i still wanted to explore places and do
community work... but i don't know when it will take place
Doc : How about Thailand for a start, in
April? Or Indonesia in May? I will shoulder at least your board and lodging.
Me : are you serious about it?.... it's my desire
to visit those places.... sigh...
Me : most probably, how much ang expenses if ever?
Doc : Mura lang 'yon. Try surfing the net for
promotional fares to those places. Would love to enjoy those places with you. 4
days is just right.
Me : hehehe..... just one step at a time muna
me....
Me : passport first and others will follow
The
above-stated conversation rekindled my desire to travel abroad. I
thought, I can't make it but in God’s perfect time, He makes all things
beautiful. (Ecc. 3:11).
When
I was a kid, it’s always been my desire to travel, to explore and to adventure
not only here in the Philippines but also around the world. That's
why I made myself available whenever I was given opportunity to do so
because it’s a lifetime experience.
I
was delighted when I received my first ever passport on March 3,
2014. It was indeed an answered prayer because it took me years to
have it due to financial constraint. By the grace of God, I was able
to explore Iloilo alone just to obtain it. Besides, I don’t have
plans to work abroad at that time, that's why it's not my
priority. My only purpose in securing the passport was to
fulfill my dream and for tourism. At that time, I was hoping that
sooner or later my passport will be stamped but after five years, it never
happened. Why? There was no opportunity? Of course, there was
but I declined due to precautionary measure. What's the situation?
At that time, my doctor friend have a scheduled seminar in Thailand and he
invited me again to accompany him. Everything is free except pocket
money. It was a good offer, right? A supposed to be a fulfillment of my
dream but why I didn't grab it? Because he is a married man and I don't
want to be the subject of gossip. His trip was about work and he was with
his colleagues. Though I know his wife as they were in the same
fieldwork, I dared not to be misunderstood. I'm single, you know and he's
married, it's not good to see us together abroad without his wife. After
we've talked about the details of this trip, I told him that I can't accompany
him since I've things to consider. Well, he knew me and he understood my
stand so he never insisted though he only want to fulfill my dream one way or
the other. We never met when he went back but he left a souvenir that he
bought from Thailand. Yes, somewhat depressed that my passport
expired without any stamp but I believe that one day, it will happen.
During
pandemic, I explored the world through paint by numbers and diamond
paintings. My frustration did not stop me to pray and thank God for
the right time. I know that one day, it will come but I have to
trust God and while waiting for the proper time, I started saving up.
From time to time my savings was used up for medical expenses but I never give
up in believing that God will grant the desire of my heart. When travel
restrictions were lifted, I started desiring and dreaming again but at the same
time, asking God when my passport to be stamped. In the process of
waiting, I started planting a seed for travels as I desire to travel abroad
free of charge.
Early
months of 2023, the scripture that kept on prompting me was in Isaiah 60:22,
“When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen.” At first, I'm
not bothered since I believe that passage is true but what caught my
attention was, why it keeps on reminding me? I don't know exactly
what's going on but little did I know, God prepared something special for
me.
In
the morning of July 12, 2023, while preparing in going to the office, I asked
God again, "Lord, when my passport to be stamped? Will my passport
be expired again without stamp?" It was just a pity and a casual
utterance with a heavy heart but I heard no answer. So I went to the
office and did my job. At night, my friend in Singapore called me up
and asked if I am willing to go to India for her wedding. What???
Did I hear it correctly? My heart leaped for joy and I was like,
"Lord, is this the answer of my question this morning?" I
composed myself and told Blancaflor that I wanted to but I don't have enough
savings in going there since I will be attending Convocation in August.
She offered to sponsor my plane ticket from Kalibo-Manila, Manila to Singapore,
then Singapore to Amritsar, India and will meet half way for my ticket back
home but the lay-over will be in Malaysia. Wow!
Hearing those countries was awesome.
Those were listed in my bucket lists and kind of fulfilling to be there. As to my food and hotel in India, she will
cover it all. Kind of overwhelmed but I told her that if
ever I decided to go, I will let her know.
I
was awed how God answered my prayer. I never expected it. Though
Cherry Mae and I have plans in going to India yet it's not final because my
money was quite little. The offer of Blancaflor was grand and Cherry Mae
told me to grab it because she will be there too if ever I decided to go
to. After thorough consideration, I decided to go and started working on
my documents.
On
September 12, 2023, I received my travel authority via email from my
main office and I was like, this gonna be real. There will be no turning
back. What a joy in my heart that I will
be travelling soon and my dream to travel abroad will be fulfilled. I
started working on my visa but one way or the other, it didn't push
through. I don't know if the problem was my travel bank account or
my internet connection so Blancaflor did the process. I just gave to
her my data and bank account for payment and after a week, she sent me the
approved visa with multiple entry in a year. Wow! God is so
great! How awesome is the Lord Most High!
On
the Feast Day of St. Nicholas and the beginning of Liturgical Year, my ultimate
dream to travel both local and abroad fulfilled. This trip was proactively
subjected to prayer and despite all the struggles and problems that we
encountered along the way, God's favor never fails. He opened doors of
opportunities that we can't imagine. Surely, God is the God of
impossibilities and He worked in our behalf.
When you DELIGHT YOURSELF in the LORD, HE will GIVE you the DESIRES of your heart. (Psalm 37:4). I never imagined that my passport will be stamped twice or should be thrice in one trip. I was so amazed how God fulfilled my dream, my desire. It's worth to wait upon the Lord's favor. GLORY TO GOD!
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